lol, ok, even before I started, I got distracted by the interesting Mood feature thing in this Journal thing. The amusing smilies helped alleviate my mood a little before I starting writing.

So, what am I doing? Or more specifically, what am I doing with this all but dead DeviantArt page? Well, I'd like to know that myself, but I'm still figuring this thing out. But that's me getting ahead of myself. First things first, gotta answer the question of "who the hell are you?" for those ppl watching this whom do not personally know me(there's only one person at the moment).

Well, lets see, for starters, and starters is all I'm gonna do this time around, I guess I'm a gaming and anime enthusiast, and aspiring game developer(Haven't decided what specific role I'm looking at). I'm in my late teens, and still a student, not working yet. I guess that about sums up the useful information about me.

So, back to the topic, what am I gonna use this DeviantArt page for? I seriously wonder. Unlike my friends who encouraged me to start this page and do something about it, I'm not really an artist in the sense that I don't think of it as one of my primary purposes in life. Because of that, I find that I don't draw seriously regularly, and thus don't seem to have much that I'd like to put up here.(My random doodles are kinda horrendous) But anyway, after a span of time I got some ideas gathered on what to do.

First, I had to figure out what I want to draw and put up here. I thought of my friends, who mainly drew fanarts and other one-off big drawings, mainly misc work that they enjoyed and did well. But I decided that that would not work for me. I don't draw with the intent of creating a piece of art, or on a simpler level, to create a nice picture. So I had to figure out for what purposes do I draw. As I thought on it, I realised that I draw mainly to visualise game ideas in my head. Well, not really ideas in the macro sense, but in itty bitty bits, stuff that tickles me, like a loli with a huge sword, kicking the butt of some big ass monster.

=.= At this point, I realise I'm over-thinking and over-explaining a simple point; that I doodle rather than create works of art, and I've been so pressured by the amazing art around here that I forgot what I enjoyed drawing. dumb stuff, me.

Oh well, that coincidently brings me to my second point. I think I might use this here Journal thing to ramble about various stuff. Helps me think through things that come to other people naturally, like the above point about doodles vs art. So, maybe if you intend to follow my writing, you'd better start getting used to senseless and often self-contradictory and scatterbrained stuff.

Thank you for your patience, mr invisible audience. Time to get an icebag to put to my forehead, I think I hurt my brain with all that thinking.